maría ~ cerillas
(she/he/they, i dont care)
I’m able to survive and make coffee, not so valid for actually liveSee my art / my fics / my newsletterEy me:
• my soulmate is a bunny named moca
• i equally cry and write a lot
• frequently seen in solo dates with a coffee and a journalLikes Chai-latte, hippos, stationery, museums

traditional art / original art
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my sketchbook is all about charcoal, black watercolor, wasted pencils and white acrylics. this is how i found a way of expressing myself best, through little animals and quick traces and paint stains.and then, there come my ocs, a group of young ones exploring a world they barely know, waiting for something bigger to happen. i have drawn them for years, and my style has evolved anytime i dedicate a couple of hours to think how is their life going (probably not very good so far.)
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lucid dreams
ch: dazai/chuuya, atsushi/akutagawa+100K
☁ modern with magic
☁ a/b/o
☁ growing up together(or: Dazai raising two pups while rescuing his soulmate)

A bird told me to wait (series)
ch: sigma, nikolai, fyodor
33k
☁ housemates
☁ afternoon tea
☁ shameless smut

violent as i please
ch: dazai/akutagawa, background ships18K
✦ kinktober25
✦ not lovers or enemies but a secret worse thing
✦ deaddove

just in case things get better
ch: atsushi/akutagawa, dazai+20K
☁ in another life
☁ forced proximity
☁ Atsushi and whatever the fuck he has going on with his tiger

Beneath the moonlight
ch: atsushi, akutagawa
20k
☁ vampire au
☁ alpha atsushi
☁ accidental bonding


2025, 2026, cuarta temporada, en substack
40. El año de la serpiente
41. Cosas que hacer para sobrevivir al invierno
42. Qué hacer cuando no avanzas
43. Nadie va a salvarte
44. ¿Dónde están las ciudades. Parte 1
45. ¿Dónde están las ciudades. Parte 2
46. Un verano que no se termina
47. No volveré a ser pequeña
48. Una larga siesta
49. Crónica de navidad
50. Nido de ratones
51. Cómo vivir con una flecha apuntándote
52. En abril me abrí un blog




















































































